After 3 years of her being in college I would get use to RM being away. But this has been the first time since she left last friday that I have been in her room and nearly lost it.
I know, I know -- I have been up since 2 a.m. with Chris and back and forth between the pharmacy, the Dr., back the the pharmacy. I know that I am tired but - What is wrong with me.
I even got to talk to her today via phone about her new job as an assistant youth minister. She loves her kids and I could almost see the excitement of the new adventure. The operative word here being almost. It is not the same as seeing her as she drives back to her apartment about how she is planing all these things for them and how she is hoping to get this or that accomplished.
Not fair! I'm her mom I should be there in the same room seeing her telling this.
But then...I did the same thing to my mother. Not moving 3 hours away but 1,700 miles away. Did she miss me like I miss my daughter? Did she worry like I do? Did she go into my room and cry a few tears?
I think I'll send my mom some roses in the morning.
Just because........
8/29/07
8/27/07
I'm Back
Wow loose one little password and the whole world comes to a screeching halt. Actually so much happened since April I was like wow slow down world I want OFF NOW!!
In May RM had emergency surgery. I am so very grateful to God that He watched over her and that she was home when this happened even if the HMO is stupid and won't pay the hospital bills. That is ok. She is alive and well and that is all that matters to me.
June- end of school year drama with CD and all that plus a bag of chips. LOL Also getting CD ready for Germany
July - brought RM to KZ as a summer visitor. She got to go to Paris and get lost in Moscow before finally reaching Almaty. However there is more that I can't share without her permission, but I am so very grateful to have her home and SAFE.
July - also brought summer band into play and Most of August. I was also able to find a second job at my lss with some very dear friends who knew what my situation is and was so willing to help me by allowing me to work there part time.
August- brought more summer band and VBS and more work and well I also had a friend transfer to Dallas so I don't get to see her like I use to (sad face goes here)
The Summer brought flooding here in North Texas and ants. I also lost an online friend to Breast cancer.
BUT: September is coming and looking at my calender there are only 4 more shopping months till Christmas. LOL at this rate I am going to slow down about 2010 which I have tentatively penciled in.
Today is the first day of my week of cleaning. I had a dr appointment this a.m. but rescheduld until this afternoon. It is my 12 hr fast test for diabetics and I am not looking forward to being awake most of those 12 hours.
I was able to get some of the laundry done and re done after I accidentally put a navy colored mat in with the whites. Most of the blue came out them after the second washing however I do owe CD a new WHITE bra. The good part is she has a blue one now.
Chris started on the Garage and I was able to help him finish up. Then we decided to Bomb it for anything living Just in case because now that the area is drying out Ants are everywhere.
He is out cleaning his grill and I am trying to get caught up on my cleaning I think I am going to go to Fly Lady and see if she can help me get my act together in the short time that I have. Chris and RM shampooed my rugs last week so that helps bunches but I am still kind of wanting to spring clean everything.
Oh the big poop and reason I took two weeks off from work:
CD's German Exchange student partner is going to be here on 8/31/07! I am so excited to finally meet here. She and her family treated CD like gold I can't wait to return the favor.
Sorry that my life has been kind of crazy lately and looking at it, it doesn't seem to be getting better anytime soon. I will however try to remember my password and not be such a bad blogger from here on in
In May RM had emergency surgery. I am so very grateful to God that He watched over her and that she was home when this happened even if the HMO is stupid and won't pay the hospital bills. That is ok. She is alive and well and that is all that matters to me.
June- end of school year drama with CD and all that plus a bag of chips. LOL Also getting CD ready for Germany
July - brought RM to KZ as a summer visitor. She got to go to Paris and get lost in Moscow before finally reaching Almaty. However there is more that I can't share without her permission, but I am so very grateful to have her home and SAFE.
July - also brought summer band into play and Most of August. I was also able to find a second job at my lss with some very dear friends who knew what my situation is and was so willing to help me by allowing me to work there part time.
August- brought more summer band and VBS and more work and well I also had a friend transfer to Dallas so I don't get to see her like I use to (sad face goes here)
The Summer brought flooding here in North Texas and ants. I also lost an online friend to Breast cancer.
BUT: September is coming and looking at my calender there are only 4 more shopping months till Christmas. LOL at this rate I am going to slow down about 2010 which I have tentatively penciled in.
Today is the first day of my week of cleaning. I had a dr appointment this a.m. but rescheduld until this afternoon. It is my 12 hr fast test for diabetics and I am not looking forward to being awake most of those 12 hours.
I was able to get some of the laundry done and re done after I accidentally put a navy colored mat in with the whites. Most of the blue came out them after the second washing however I do owe CD a new WHITE bra. The good part is she has a blue one now.
Chris started on the Garage and I was able to help him finish up. Then we decided to Bomb it for anything living Just in case because now that the area is drying out Ants are everywhere.
He is out cleaning his grill and I am trying to get caught up on my cleaning I think I am going to go to Fly Lady and see if she can help me get my act together in the short time that I have. Chris and RM shampooed my rugs last week so that helps bunches but I am still kind of wanting to spring clean everything.
Oh the big poop and reason I took two weeks off from work:
CD's German Exchange student partner is going to be here on 8/31/07! I am so excited to finally meet here. She and her family treated CD like gold I can't wait to return the favor.
Sorry that my life has been kind of crazy lately and looking at it, it doesn't seem to be getting better anytime soon. I will however try to remember my password and not be such a bad blogger from here on in
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