After 3 years of her being in college I would get use to RM being away. But this has been the first time since she left last friday that I have been in her room and nearly lost it.
I know, I know -- I have been up since 2 a.m. with Chris and back and forth between the pharmacy, the Dr., back the the pharmacy. I know that I am tired but - What is wrong with me.
I even got to talk to her today via phone about her new job as an assistant youth minister. She loves her kids and I could almost see the excitement of the new adventure. The operative word here being almost. It is not the same as seeing her as she drives back to her apartment about how she is planing all these things for them and how she is hoping to get this or that accomplished.
Not fair! I'm her mom I should be there in the same room seeing her telling this.
But then...I did the same thing to my mother. Not moving 3 hours away but 1,700 miles away. Did she miss me like I miss my daughter? Did she worry like I do? Did she go into my room and cry a few tears?
I think I'll send my mom some roses in the morning.
Just because........
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